Sunday, February 20, 2005
I pulled into Nazareth...
A dear friend of mine is making a decision. It could honestly make or break her. Does she take the steps into the past and put herself in a situation that makes her vulnerable or Does she take the hard way out and deal with never knowing. Of course both sides have major pros and cons. I just hope that she is happy in her decision. I personally hate decision making. If only everything was laid out on the silver platter.
On a completely different note. The house is really starting to come together. The painting is going well...doors are all up...just waiting for some floors!!! I've got all the stuff off of my walls and the books--movies--cd's are all packed up as well as a suitcase full of clothes. I purchased 2 tubes of toothpaste and a bottle of shampoo--look out -- I will be ready.
NYC is a complete go. I even bought a tour book and so the countdown is on==5 months.
Shan
A dear friend of mine is making a decision. It could honestly make or break her. Does she take the steps into the past and put herself in a situation that makes her vulnerable or Does she take the hard way out and deal with never knowing. Of course both sides have major pros and cons. I just hope that she is happy in her decision. I personally hate decision making. If only everything was laid out on the silver platter.
On a completely different note. The house is really starting to come together. The painting is going well...doors are all up...just waiting for some floors!!! I've got all the stuff off of my walls and the books--movies--cd's are all packed up as well as a suitcase full of clothes. I purchased 2 tubes of toothpaste and a bottle of shampoo--look out -- I will be ready.
NYC is a complete go. I even bought a tour book and so the countdown is on==5 months.
Shan
Monday, February 14, 2005
I might be singing out of key..but it sure feels good to me....
New goal in life? To be Joss Stone. Damn she is cool. I'm newly obsessed with one of her songs...Right To Be Wrong. It's just a good catchy tune.
I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly
I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
Flesh and blood to the bone
See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down to long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
Just some lyrics to ponder. And one more thing...who's programming at Family Channel...honestly Love Story on Valentine's Day? What the ef.
Shan
New goal in life? To be Joss Stone. Damn she is cool. I'm newly obsessed with one of her songs...Right To Be Wrong. It's just a good catchy tune.
I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
I'm flesh and blood to the bone
I'm not made of stone
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down too long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
Got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
You're entitled to your opinion
But it's really my decision
I can't turn back I'm on a mission
If you care don't you dare blur my vision
Let me be all that I can be
Don't smother me with negativity
Whatever's out there waiting for me
I'm going to faced it willingly
I've got a right to be wrong
My mistakes will make me strong
I'm stepping out into the great unknown
I'm feeling wings though I've never flown
I've got a mind of my own
Flesh and blood to the bone
See, I'm not made of stone
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
I've got a right to be wrong
I've been held down to long
I've got to break free
So I can finally breathe
I've got a right to be wrong
Got to sing my own song
I might be singing out of key
But it sure feels good to me
I've got a right to be wrong
So just leave me alone
Just some lyrics to ponder. And one more thing...who's programming at Family Channel...honestly Love Story on Valentine's Day? What the ef.
Shan
Sunday, February 13, 2005
Valentine's Day...
Single person's hell. Enough said.
Last night was a fun adventure though. Lots of rum--a lot of kareoke (I apologize for my canadian idol sized ego and not getting off stage) followed by a bit of drama. It follows me where I go. Woo. Oh well...moved on.
I cannot believe how much I don't have to say. Good post? 3.75 jug-a-di-jugs??
Shan
Single person's hell. Enough said.
Last night was a fun adventure though. Lots of rum--a lot of kareoke (I apologize for my canadian idol sized ego and not getting off stage) followed by a bit of drama. It follows me where I go. Woo. Oh well...moved on.
I cannot believe how much I don't have to say. Good post? 3.75 jug-a-di-jugs??
Shan
Wednesday, February 09, 2005
Older and Wiser??
Today I aged a good 5 years. I ran into a girl that I graduated high school with who is married and has twin boys. That is right. Married and a mommy. They run their own company and live in their own home. I would like to point out that I am definetly not married nor a mommy and still work at the same job I've had since I was legally allowed to work and still live in the same house that my parents do. Wow. I know there are lots of these people out that that whether they chose to or not became adults faster than say...me. I do also know that I want that but is waiting the better option? As they say....different strokes for different folks? I'm having a sex and the city lifestyle day...single party gal vs. married mommy? I know for me single life is definetly not all it's cracked up to be because for the most part...I've been single all my life. But if I met someone that was for me would I drop everything...marry him and birth out babies? My mind is just boggled and I know it's different for everyone but man...it's just crazy.
Shan
Today I aged a good 5 years. I ran into a girl that I graduated high school with who is married and has twin boys. That is right. Married and a mommy. They run their own company and live in their own home. I would like to point out that I am definetly not married nor a mommy and still work at the same job I've had since I was legally allowed to work and still live in the same house that my parents do. Wow. I know there are lots of these people out that that whether they chose to or not became adults faster than say...me. I do also know that I want that but is waiting the better option? As they say....different strokes for different folks? I'm having a sex and the city lifestyle day...single party gal vs. married mommy? I know for me single life is definetly not all it's cracked up to be because for the most part...I've been single all my life. But if I met someone that was for me would I drop everything...marry him and birth out babies? My mind is just boggled and I know it's different for everyone but man...it's just crazy.
Shan
